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“©”
Albeit my god-given property rights
extend no further than the offices of Lord Fogg, dispenser of paralysis gas – who owns everything I have to say the way Canada owns the muskrat – I’m nonetheless prone to purveying things, ideas you might call them if you’d care to be polite, without much fear of reclamation. Who’d want them? After all, I’m an individual invented in the likeness of a living creature – any points of view that may afflict my features, in so far as they are true, denote science, doxa, reality, reason, this is the amen. I “recognise” the other’s voice, my habit of hallucinating filled with the odour of roses – yet immediately afterwards, he dives into the it said in a form which is as affirmative, as articulated as I have a tale to tell you about “bubbles, muddy and scorching,” where we wander, “a forehead of ash.” Long after the amorous relation is allayed, colours they will not permit, the most manifest improprieties, viz., “that they themselves are beasts and shall beget an hundred children,” still permeate the view and take up postures of interpretation in the host’s own compartment. They spread out into all four corners of his well- appointed complex, treating him like some quantity, a solar myth or irrational echo that after a moment’s anxiety over “please, I’m on the phone,” might imagine I’m de-fascinated, left without a missing leg to madden myself and stand on, my POV now that of a professor as he weaves his way through corridors made redundant by his passage. Good riddance, I say to the winds that whip about me. And if you too should come stumbling forward, and if you too should come tumbling by through space, get ready, extinction is upon us. I hope this doesn’t sound overly dramatic, but as Menon was by Socrates, I am electrified, stunned, shaken, or – like Kirchner’s hypnotised chook entranced by a chalkline here on the road to Damascus – “done for,” perhaps twice over, by this echoing “steady beat of drums and banana leaves woven into arches” – and I must confess I’m not quite sure whether to consult someone about it or just blend into the background, which is glass windows glowering over a brightly lit inner well – I’d say “sanctum,” but it isn’t. I tell myself nothing of the hesitant letters that, filled with the heavy breathing of strangers, arrive without name or title – they’re like dark deeds exchanging the hands that signed them, with such savoir faire, in a foreign language long ago. |
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© 2001, Chris Edwards From: untensils in a landscape Publisher: Vagabond Press, Sydney, 2001 ISBN: 0 9578378 5 2 |
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